Elsewhere on LJ I saw a post by someone on the theme of wanting to be "anywhere but here." The place she described as being the particular "anywhere" she'd like to be sounded very appealing -- but I surprised myself by realizing that at this moment I don't want to be anywhere else.
I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing, and I'm loving it.
Being anywhere else right now would be a distraction.
What a terrific and unexpected sensation after so many years of frustration!