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Sleep in the Light, My Love

". . . the elements
So mixed in him that Nature might stand up
And say to all the world, 'This was a man!'"

uncrowned_king died in my arms early this morning.

It was not unexpected, but it is a shattering grief.

My heart is broken and I can not stop crying.

I have no hurtful or unhappy memories of him, no regrets of acts poorly committed or neglected, no word of love left unsaid. My only regrets are the dreams and plans left unfulfilled.

As Long As You're Mine

Kiss me too fiercely
Hold me too tight
I need help believing
You're with me tonight
My wildest dreamings
Could not forsee
Lying beside you
With you wanting me

And just for this moment
As long as you're mine
I've lost all resistance
And crossed some border line
And if it turns out
It's over too fast
I'll make every last moment last
As long as you're mine

Maybe I'm brainless
Maybe I'm wise
But you've got me seeing
Though different eyes
Somehow I've fallen
Under your spell
And somehow I'm feeling
It's up that I fell

Every moment
As long as you're mine
I'll wake up my body
And make up for lost time

Say there's no future
For us as a pair

And though I may know
I don't care
Just for this moment
As long as you're mine
Come be how you want to
And see how bright we shine
Borrow the moonlight
Until it is through
And know I'll be here holding you
As long as you're mine


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May. 31st, 2007 08:03 pm (UTC)
O ye gods. I had no idea. I am so, so sorry. {tries to hug through Internet}
Jun. 1st, 2007 12:48 am (UTC)
Thank you, my friend.
Your energy reaches me, even if the actual hugs can not.
May. 31st, 2007 08:10 pm (UTC)
I am sooo sorry, hon. Much love to you.
Jun. 1st, 2007 01:27 am (UTC)
Thank you, my friend.
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Jun. 1st, 2007 01:28 am (UTC)
Thank you.
May. 31st, 2007 08:19 pm (UTC)
Wow. I'm sorry to hear of your loss.
Jun. 1st, 2007 01:29 am (UTC)
Thank you.
May. 31st, 2007 08:24 pm (UTC)
If there is anything you need, you have only to say so.
Jun. 1st, 2007 01:31 am (UTC)
Thank you. I am blessed by your friendship.
May. 31st, 2007 08:26 pm (UTC)
You and yours are in the thoughts of many today. Including me.
Jun. 1st, 2007 01:32 am (UTC)
I saw your comments on the other journals as well. Thank you for your thoughts and support right now.
May. 31st, 2007 08:34 pm (UTC)
My sympathies to you and yours.
May. 31st, 2007 08:35 pm (UTC)
I'm so very, very sorry.
May. 31st, 2007 08:54 pm (UTC)
My prayers, thoughts and love go out to you and yours.
May. 31st, 2007 09:20 pm (UTC)
I am so very sorry, qos. I had no idea. My prayers are with you and your family.

May. 31st, 2007 09:28 pm (UTC)
OMG. I am so, so sorry! Thoughts and love to you and yours. As a priestess of an underworld goddess, I have offered up prayers for his safe transit and your healing. If you need to talk, or if there's anything else I can do to help, I have relevant experience; feel free to email me (my Flist can see my addy).
*huge hug*
May. 31st, 2007 09:41 pm (UTC)
Oh. Oh, my friend.

Hugs and prayers are yours.
Jun. 3rd, 2007 01:54 am (UTC)
Thank you, my friend.
I wish you were here to guide me with your pastoral skills.
This kind of grieving is unfamiliar territory for me.

I'm smart enough to know that there will be ups and downs, that it will take time for healing to begin, much less be accomplished. . . but I don't know how I'm going to go into work on Monday and spend the day doing my routine admin duties without shattering into little pieces again because no one there has the slightest idea who or what I've lost or how the deep the blow is. How every day that passes takes me further away from him.
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May. 31st, 2007 09:46 pm (UTC)
Your wheezul family can not help but to feel grief. If there is anything we can do for you, do not hestitate to ask. *Hugs and tears*
Jun. 3rd, 2007 01:56 am (UTC)
Thank you, Jill.
It would be good to see you and Hob. He emailed and said you both might be able to come up some time in the next couple of weeks. That would be a great comfort.
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May. 31st, 2007 10:34 pm (UTC)
My God. I am so very sorry. You are in my thoughts and in my heart.
May. 31st, 2007 11:04 pm (UTC)
I hope that you also read: If anything I can do, if anything you need, call. Call. I will answer.
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